Mr B finds Pamela writing

The Strawberry Connection - A personal collection

2011-12-29T23:20:00.000+01:00

“Are wild strawberries really wild? Will they scratch an adult, will they snap at a child? Should you pet them, or let them run free where they roam? Could they ever relax in a steam-heated home? Can they be trained to not growl at the guests? Will a litterbox work or would they make a mess? Can we make them a Cowberry, herding the cows, or maybe a Muleberry pulling the plows, or maybe a Huntberry chasing the grouse, or maybe a Watchberry guarding the house, and though they may curl up at your feet oh so sweetly can you ever feel that you trust them completely? Or should we make a pet out of something less scary, like the Domestic Prune or the Imported Cherry, Anyhow, you've been warned and I will not be blamed if your Wild Strawberries cannot be tamed.”
― Shel Silverstein, Where the Sidewalk Ends

Still life with wild strawberries, Adriaen Coorte, 1705

Lady Wearing a Gauze Headdress, Rogier Van der Weyden, c. 1435

Strawberry - Manuscript illumination, Erik Nitsche, 1985

Strawberries on foil, 2010

Strawberry Pickers, Theodore Wores

Basket of Strawberries, Chardin, 1761

Brandied Apricots, Chardin, 1758

Chocolate Strawberries, Thaw Malin, April 2009

Still life with strawberries, Evgenia Petrovna Antipova, 1960

Strawberries, Sean Farrell, 2003

The Strawberry Girl (detail), Ammi Philips (1788-1865)

Little Red Riding Hood, John Everett Millet, 1865

Strawberry Sundae, Walter Garver

Strawberry Field, Liverpool

Strawberries, Adriaen Coorte

Sow Bug, Roberta Baer

Strawberries, Abbey Ryan, 2009

Portrait of a Lady, Rogier van der Weyden, c. 1455

Still life with Walnuts, Hazelnuts and Strawberries, Floris van Dijck, 1611

Strawberry fields, Michael Arnold

Strawberries, Edouard Manet, 1882

Strawberries, Lucian Freud, c. 1950

The Strawberry Thief, William Morris, 1883

Clay with Wild Strawberries, Adriaen Coorte

Strawberries on a Spanish plate, Julian Merrow-Smith, 2011

Bluehende Pflanzen
Weyden, Rogier van der,
1399/1400 - 1464.
'Das juengste Gericht', um 1449/51.
Ausschnitt: Bluehende Pflanzen auf dem
Weg zur Paradiespforte.
Linker innerer Seitenfluegel.
Oel auf Holz, 137,5 x 82 cm.

Magdalen, Rogier Van der Weyden

Strawberries and Cream 1875, John Francis

Still life with Champagne and Strawberries, Isidore Verheyden (1846-1905)

A bear, cherries, strawberries, apples, briar, and various insects and butterflies, Wenceslaus Hollar, 1663

Strawberries, Pierre-Auguste Renoir, 1905

NASA - The Strawberry Connection

Here are a few of my favourite things

2011-12-26T16:30:00.000+01:00

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Rose gardens and castles

2011-10-19T18:39:00.007+02:00

But to what purpose
Disturbing the dust on a bowl of rose-leaves

I do not know.
Other echoes

Inhabit the garden. Shall we follow?

Quick, said the bird, find them, find them,

Round the corner. Through the first gate,

Into our first world, shall we follow

The deception of the thrush? Into our first world.

There they were, dignified, invisible,

Moving without pressure, over the dead leaves,

In the autumn heat, through the vibrant air,

And the bird called, in response to

The unheard music hidden in the shrubbery,

And the unseen eyebeam crossed, for the roses

had the look of flowers that are looked at.

- Burnt Norton, T.S. Eliot

Harris Tweedering and Tweelering

2009-09-27T01:48:00.019+02:00

''The Big Cloth'' is in danger. It is balancing perilously on the verge of extinction. Its natural habitat threatened by climate change in mass production and modernist financial target crises. Harris Tweed has become an endangered thread.

I am not an economist, but I do believe we have to apply some Keynesianism here instead of laissez-faire marcoeconomics. In other words: create demand! And create it in spades. What we need is a hype, or better still: a rage.

It won’t suffice to wave and point the magic marketing wand to the slight sweetness and foggy heathery charm of the craggy Harris Hills, the Islay single malt robustly full-bodied ruggedly man with a powerful, peat-smoke halo wafting about him, the leather buttons, the lairds, the rubber boots. It demands far more: imagination, passion, and zeal to marry tradition to rebellion.

I have done my bit by making an appeal to Stephen Fry (http://www.stephenfry.com/2009/09/25/digital-devicement-part-one/comment-page-1/#comment-17777 ), champion of the above par excellence. He can sell anything, even books that he has not read, witness his ‘Don’t Quote Me’ (http://www.stephenfry.com/2009/09/11/dont-quote-me/). Now Stephen Fry is a man whose witty, delightful elegant prose marries wonderfully with his iPhone. He is the man who can turn the Harris Tweed single breasted into the sexy smartjacketery that goes with the sexy smartphonery. He is the man to carry the standard of a new movement. Time present is time past and time future, to quote T.S.

I can just see it. Stephen Fry on Twitter: “Norwich City scrape a point at Gillingham. On that bombshell I'm off downtown for LA Opera's Siegfried, wearing my comfy Autumn Heath Orb Harris Tweed.” Stephen Fry on Twitter: “Dan BROWN??? You are joking, yes? AS IF ANYONE WEARING AN OH SO RARE HANDWOVEN GREEN HERRINGBONE HARRIS TWEED JACKET WITH LUXURIOUS SATIN LINING, 2 FRONT POCKETS, 4 INSIDE POCKETS AND A HANDKERCHIEF POCKET WOULD!!!”. Stephen Fry on Twitter: “... we Uppinghamians are always making spectacles of ourselves in our double vent Rust Check Harris Tweed....”. He can, as no other, to quote him with some licence, foment almost religious fervour in our passionate avant-gardist breasts. He can launch a tribal status war. Us against them.

Should we do away with the Islay single malt ruggedly man, the leather buttons, the lairds, the rubber boots? No, we should not. Neither with the lovely handcraft of the islanders on Harris, Lewis, Uist and Barra. Think of the sheep on those Outer Hebrides, the salty Atlantic tang in their pelt, the virgin wool spun by the ravishing miller’s daughter in her cottage who can keep Rumpelstiltskin reform managers at bay. Delight your senses. Think of these fingers that have woven your jacket.

We have to set the example. I appeal to all avant-gardists among my readers: be wistfully turbulent and seditious and buy Harris Tweed jackets, trousers, skirts. It’s great wear in wintry times and more than worth its money! Wear it with saucy conviction and political savvy. Be outrageous and reinstate the nearly lost 8000 designs. Urbanise demand. For the fashionistas amongst us: watch Sara Berman’s collection of limited Harris Tweed coats, Vivienne Westwood, Paul Smith. Use your imagination and combine tradition with rebellion. Be smart! Look smart! Laddered thights being de rigeur this season, you know what you have to do …

For those who do not know what is so special about Harris Tweed that it should deserve protection, there is enough to read on http://www.harristweed.com/fabric_hist.htm.

http://www.harristweedhebrides.com/news.php. United we stand!

BBC4 Tweed in 3 Episodes http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b00mr0n9

Facebook – Windows on the World – A fetishized Accoutrement

2009-09-13T03:27:00.010+02:00

"The world may be known without leaving the house."
- Lao-Tzu. The Way of Life, 47.

Ten months since my latest post. My readers, if any, poor creatures, will do well to subscribe to RSS feed! I shall not endeavour to fill the lacunae. It would justify ‘a bore of bloggers’ as a collective noun entry into the OED. No, this post will be dedicated to decontextualisation (I beg your pardon?). This post will be entirely devoted to the competition, also cradle snatcher par excellence, Facebook, affectionately shortened to FB by its cognoscenti. If it weren’t for FB’s crucial lack of lengthy entry space, this blog would not even have been posted. Ah, but it will be shared on the wall!

If blogs are the solipsist’s variant of a particular form of exhibitionism (one’s own mind is all that exists – the external world and other minds cannot be known), Facebook is its social counterpart. If blogs compare to the internal world armchair by the fireplace with the solitary single malt, FB is the densely crowded counter at the pub, with both feet firmly planted in the external world and highly frequented by other minds. A lot of pint trafficking takes place there.

I am a convert. A recent one. Like with all converts, conviction and enthusiasm is ardent. Writers, and those who might wish they were or aspire to be one, those with a big ego and a compelling need to share their world with an audience, will instinctively see the multifarious benefits this adorable medium offers. For one, it is an interactive exercise in discipline, the haiku of the modern communication channels. I am aware that Twitter would rank shortest and thereby fit the description better. Twitter though is above my station. It requires such discipline to be condensed and brief that it cannot possibly satiate my greed. An art too far still.

FB lately is the place to be. If the avant-garde turns to it, you know you have to join in. It has become the virtual place m’as-tu vu, as one says in my country of Knokke, the fashionable sea resort. Strolling down the boulevard watching people and the wide horizon however cannot compare to the vistas FB yields on its walls.

FB is a strange creature. It offers windows on the world. The world of one’s friends, of the friends of one’s friends, of the friends of the friends of one’s friends, the groups they adhere to, the web pages they favour, their quirks, likes, dislikes. A world which, like the universe, is ever expanding. The Six Degrees of Separation theory states that everybody on this planet is separated by only six other people. I would argue that the reverse also goes. Everybody is six clicks removed from a totally unknown, foreign life, a hic sunt leones that one can only marvel at and that makes one feel like a Livingstone having accidentally stumbled upon the source of the Nile. FB appeals to an innate shameless voyeurism, publicly condoned at that. It appeals to an innate shameless exhibitionism too. The perfect medium for the social herd animal that man is and the recluse alike. One can open one’s window as much or as little as one wants. One can close it off and watch the outside world unseen.

FB offers the scopic pleasure that is the prerogative of the inmates of an Ottoman harem empowered to look outside. Window shutters, placed at one’s own will in the security settings, protect from the scrutiny of unwanted gazes like Moushrabiya panels. Like in the strictest Islamic tradition these screens are placed on the windows so that one may look outside at the walls and profiles without being seen and observe what your friends and their friends have been at. One catches a glance of the outside world from behind the wooden grating, much like the prospective Muslim bride might use the reinforced window to scout out a handsome husband, as Jean DelPlato writes in ‘Multiple wives, multiples pleasures: representing the harem, 1800-1875’. Moushrabiya panels are made of turned wooden knobs glued or nailed in a pattern into a frame. They keep the interior cool. The carved star or octagonal openings and repeating patterns transform light into ornament, gently filtering natural light into the room. (source: Alexandra Bonfanta Warren, Moroccan style, Chapter II – Inner Paradises).
It makes FB a seductive blend of simplicity and elegant profusion.

As Lady Mary Montagu wrote in one of her Turkish Embassy letters, to the Abbé Conti, Pera, Constantinople, 19 May 1718: “The walls are in the nature of lattices and on the outside of them vines and woodbines planted that form a sort of green tapestry and give an agreeable obscurity to these delightful chambers. I should go and let you into some of the other apartments, all worthy your curiosity, but ‘tis yet harder to describe a Turkish palace than any other, being built entirely irregular. There is nothing can be properly called front or wings, although such a confusion is, I think, pleasing to the sight, yet it would be very unintelligible in a letter”.

Naturally, there is much scope for mightily perpetuating the Orientalist stereotype here and I shall with delight play further on harem iconography.
So let’s turn the gaze to FB’s exhibitionism and open the window. The open window suggests pride in ownership by revealing both interior and exterior commodities, Del Plato writes.
The visitor of the harem was offered a water-pipe and coffee, which function as signs of membership. The pipe, in good orientalist tradition, promises lower inhibitions and ‘unbridled release’, observes Harriet Martineau. What you see is what you get: displays of nudity, heightened emotion, exaggeration and imagination.

The Chambers Edinburgh Journal 1878 acknowledges that the window covers reputation and implies that suspicious activities are taking place behind these grated windows.
One can indeed seek out the private company of a friend, indulge in bilateral chats and retire to a private chamber that can be closed off hermetically. The shuttered window becomes fetishized (the years of enacting fantasies has finally corrupted my dreams, so that even in my heart of hearts I turn FB into the oldest male fantasy of all).

Lady Mary Montagu remarks in her letter to the Countess of -------, May 1718: “I am more inclined, out of a true female spirit of contradiction, to tell you the falsehood of a great part of what you find in authors, for example, the admirable Mr Hill. […] ‘Tis also very pleasant to observe how he and his brethren voyage-writers lament on the miserable confinement of the Turkish ladies, who are, perhaps, freer than any ladies in the universe, and are the only women in the world that lead a life of uninterrupted pleasure, exempt from cares, their whole time being spent in visiting, bathing or the agreeable amusement of spending money and inventing new fashions”.

Here enters the notion of status. The harem confinement coincides with the mid 19th century privilege for the Victorian housewife to stay at home and avoid outside paid labour. Much like the harem, FB also is about status. One even has a status on FB, which one can update continuously and interactively react to. It is here, in these public four-walled courts, that squash doubles find a new definition and are played to perfection by some before a cheering or booing audience that is watching closely.

Reina Lewis states in ‘Gendering Orientalism: race, femininity and representation’ that the harem, as depicted by Henriette Browne, was “a social place, a social realm, its walls regularly penetrated by visitors, friends and musicians – power, kinship and society. No-one entered the haremlik without permission. The harem is depicted in terms of an active and recognized part in political life, and rather than secluding women from the outside world, actively creates a central role for them in the dissemination of information.”

That is, disregarding gender, exactly what I think Facebook is.

How many friends can you handle? "People say you have to travel to see the world. Sometimes I think that if you just stay in one place and keep your eyes open, you're going to see just about all that you can handle." Paul Auster. From the film Smoke, spoken by Harvey Keitel as Auggie Wren.

Sources:
Lady Mary Wortley Montagu, The Turkish Embassy Letters

Jean DelPlato, Multiple wives, multiples pleasures: representing the harem, 1800-1875
Alexandra Bonfante-Warren, Morrocan style
Reina Lewis, Gendering Orientalism: race, femininity and representation

Fashionistas - Of Oak and Decadence, The Art of Sublimation

2008-11-23T23:51:00.013+01:00

For all those readers – I fancifully imagine a broad audience –who do not live in that present-day fashionista den of luxurious profligacy, a.k.a the metropolis Antwerp, a word of introduction is required. Suffice it to mention that I, not a novice to either town or milieu, have been suitably impressed this weekend by the sheer opulence my home town blazons. Ever since the emergence of the Antwerp Six in the eighties that I humbly witnessed from its very beginnings when I was still young yet far from innocent (à vingt ans, monsieur, j’étais déjà superbement perdue, to quote Juliette Greco’s song) and frequented the hang-outs where they hung out, it has been reputed for its booming fashion area. Nothing prepared me however for the extent it has boomed over the last twenty years. Always a city that professed to adhere to the beliefs of what is readily called ‘the pleasures of life’, the sensualist’s paradise, I shall politically correctly mention here that its flirtation with extreme right has rocketed appallingly in the last two decades as well. As a very subjective objective observer it befalls to point at the ugly stains on the otherwise blinding blazon.

For a tour de table of what it has to offer I refer to other sites and blogs. There are no Holmesian sleuthing skills required to find a multitude of recipes for a fabulous shopping weekend on the web. A warning should be given though, personal damage litigations being de rigeur these days: leave the VISA card at home. Pattern yourself on Odysseus, who knew what was coming when he wanted to hear the sirens sing and instructed his men to put wax in their ears and bind him to the mast of their ship lest they should all go to the bullocks. This was no idle precaution, as those familiar with ancient lore will know.
It has much to offer beyond the fashionista’s kettle of fish. A cognathèque with 150 different sorts of traditionally distilled cognac, an erotic sweets shop, a few renowned Havanna cigar stores, a jewel designer who exhibits the fruits of her craft in the intact interior of a preserved 1885 Parisian button store, a glove shop dating from 1884 – the only surviving one in Antwerp that should be put on the Unesco’s World Heritage list, where you’ll find gloves made of the finest stag and lamb leather, hand-made, in wonderful patterns and designs and 16 different sizes: driving gloves, elbow gloves, gloves that bare and accentuate in fetish-19th-century-fashion the slenderest of wrists, to pick at random from a choice list of selections, numerous exquisite petit restaurants, lots of art, and the glowing remains of a glorious past. You will certainly not get bored. Incidentally, I can strongly recommend 'The Gulden Bock', Schutterhofstraat 11 – a lunch experience worthy of the most demanding palate that is the embodiment of the embarrassment of riches. You go there for lunch and you will have a crisis: what to choose from that post-modern Rubenesque horn of plenty displayed. Theirs – and it is a policy – is a visual menu. What you see is what you get. But the things you can get! After excruciating deliberation, I eventually decided upon guinea fowl in a creamy truffle sauce with a myriad of mushroom varieties and wafer-thin pasta pockets filled with a substance that cannot be described but as scrumptious decadence beggaring description, of the kind one would sin for. If Goethe said that he preferred crises to the insult of an ordinary fate, believe me, this is the place to go.

What struck me though is that supreme informal yet elegant je m’en foutisme that pervades the otherwise very upper-classiness and that sets Antwerp apart from Jermyn or Bond Street London, or from the insufferable haughtiness of Lafayette Paris. Breughel gusto doused with French verve has wedded the British stirred not shaken stiff upper lip style of James Bond. The former editions of the latter impersonation, I should say, Daniel Craig not being up to the profile I have in mind.
The result is breathtaking. Perhaps the crossbreed is more like George Clooney.
Take the glamorous Martini-bar next to Verso, Lange Gasthuisstraat 9, which is very Martini Baby. White crocodile chairs, beige flint wall, a giant mirror that reflects the thousand scintillations of three oversized baroque chandeliers. This is the real thing. Here 007 and Clooney walk in, sit down side by side and order their drinks. Stirred not shaken, what else, and they do look as if they care, in contrast to Mr Craig.
Mindful of the earlier warning given and at risk of having visions much like H.C. Andersen’s match girl, one should pay a visit to the extraordinarily beautiful Verso store, housed in what used to be the Banque de Commerce’s temple at the turn of the (previous) century. The origins of the building date back to the 16th century, but the feel nowadays is still very much that of opulently rich early 1900s – spacious as in ‘spacious’, oak floor, stained glass roof, marble everywhere.
With only very big names in clothes and accessories, it breathes an ambiance of a million bucks, a foreigner’s website mentions. It does. It also breathes perfumes that are dazzling one’s olfactory senses. No ordinary Christmas decoration or tree here. For heaven’s sake, the idea!, you could almost hear the male assistants and interior decorators exclaim under their breath in shock-horror. They could have rolled their eyes and bared the wisdom tooth without impairing the ecstatic moment, to quote P.G. Woodehouse’s Bertie Wooster, who said this about a kennel of Aberdeen terriers.
No, Verso’s idea of Christmas feel is a wonderfully hued cloud of tulle, from the faintest shell-pink to the most feathery creamy white, made into a dress that Cinderella’s godmother has just conjured up from scraps and bits that were lying around, tied together below the bust with a satin creamy-pink ribbon – and this is ingenious, draped sash-like with a lambskin, as if it were a pinafore, vaguely reminiscing the shepherds that stood by the manger. Glo-ori-a In excelsis de-o. When the kings bearing gifts came by.

Frankincense to offer have I,
incense owns a Deity nigh
Prayer and praising,
all men raising,Worship Her, Worship Him, God most high.

Oh, the fragrances wafting around. Verso has a long counter filled with the most exquisite perfumes, mostly in the masculine line domain. The one that took me, and took me in completely, was Eau Noire, the most intriguing of Christian Dior’s cologne trio.
It is not the cologne though that took me in, but the candle scent – Eau Noire Maison, in passing by. I instantly got weak at the knees and succumbed with rampant abandon – coup de foudre, vraiment– to what appears to be Francis Kurkdjian enticing creation that fuses oriental lavender, cedar wood, white thyme leaf and bourbon vanilla bean into a delicate, yet bold bouquet.
QED what science states. Pheromones is what does the trick, ladies and gentlemen. Nothing but pheromones.
A must have, which I have burning right now at the time of going to press. A subconscious substitute for male presence in the house, I suppose. I might even be tempted to buy the cologne, spray my pillow and the inside of my elbow and snuggle through the night with this black-tie scent balanced with woodsy and irresistible, natural charm. The dreams I’ll have. The art of sublimation, indeed.

The Dior candle is advertised on the Dior website as follows:
From traditional form, glass of the Dior candles passed to the arch before being enamelled. The Dior grey is rigorously the same one as that of the living rooms men located at the "40 Rue François 1er", the varnished blank paper label takes again the panelling XVIIIe of Christian Dior with characters in relief. Each stage of manufacture is artisanal [sic]. Each Dior candle is sold in a luxurious box out of thick Bristol-board and chechmate [sic], of round form, on which one finds the mouldings Louis XVI of the "Avenue Montaigne".
One would buy it for the packaging alone.

Victoria, editor and unless otherwise stated writer of Bois de Jasmin, an independent online publication offering articles on perfumery including fragrance reviews, painted the following palette that I wish to share with you for the splendour of the imagery and language used:

“Eau Noire ornaments a vision of dark woods with the honeyed bitterness and the caramelized sweetness. Its multifaceted quality resembles the richness of colours in Baroque paintings, where the golden hues merge into the vivid carmines against the textured interplay of light and dark. The initial floral sweetness of lavender is woven through the rich herbal mélange, reminiscent of the windswept hilltops under the blistering August sun. ...Helichrysum with its scent reminiscent of fenugreek and celery seed drizzled with dark buckwheat honey lends a surprising facet to the composition. Also known as immortelle, everlasting and curry plant, helichrysum (helichrysum italicum) indeed resembles a scent of masala, an Indian spice mixture used in curries, and its exotic spiciness lends a luscious, intoxicating element to the composition. As it darkens, the arrangement attains a subtle sensual quality and the herbaceous bitterness melts into the resinous sweetness of woods, taking one from the meadows and into the old castles, where the candle smoke has permeated the wooden panels on the walls and the flames of the fireplace have charred the polished stones.”

This is sheer poetry. And it is indeed what the candle fragrance evokes. “Eau Noire”, she then continues, “is in the category of fragrances that I enjoy first and foremost for myself, given its comforting and warm quality that wraps around me like a blanket of sweet darkness. Although the initial stages of the composition are made rather masculine by the honeyed bitterness of helychrisum, the drydown softens considerably. An abstract patisserie note is swirled through the darkness of woods, which have nutty warmth that is between caramelized juices dripping from Tarte Tatin and antique cedarwood panels.”,
which demonstrates the limitations of the power of the word. For not a thousand words can express satisfactorily what your nose would know in an instant. That this is a scent to die for.

“Eau Noire is associated in my mind with one of the most remarkable of Velázquez’s painting, Las Meninas, both for its darkness, its ability to make the elements of the composition to fall into place with an effortless precision, and a poignant emotional aspect. Looking at Las Meninas, I am touched by the precocious dignity of the golden haired infanta and by the sullen presence of the court dwarfs who are there to amuse a little girl tired of posing for a painting. The lustrous trappings of the court life conceal the ambiguous undercurrents. Eau Noire is a far more abstract composition, however its baroque richness conceals an introspective quality and a gentle touch of vanillic sweetness balancing out the darkness, just like Velázquez’s compassion for the individual softens the deadpan realism of his work.”

This is in effect what Eau Noire does to undersigned. Perhaps that I personally would not think immediately of Velázquez’s Las Meninas, but the old castles, the resinous dark wood of libraries, the introspective quality, the comforting spicy warmth and sensuality combined with dark ambiguous undertones associate it in my mind with what, and rather whom, I consider, with deadpan realism, the epitome of seductiveness in real life. Everything a man should be. Resistance is pointless.

Painting: Diego Velázquez. Las Meninas (The Maids of Honor). 1656/57. Oil on canvas. Museo del Prado, Madrid, Spain. http://boisdejasmin.typepad.com/_/2005/12/fragrance_revie_4.html

Let’s now swivel and turn the eye, before leaving, for a tiny moment to the city’s other opulence, that of cultural diversity on a handkerchief compared to the size of other world cities, where the population can only dream of the above like H.C. Andersen’s match girl. Walking along the Van Wezenbeekstraat on Friday afternoon, after a hearty Italian lunch right in the Seefhoek, I crossed a tiny, wrinkled elderly Chinese woman who dragged along a shopping bag full of exotic vegetables bought in one of the many Asian shops - this is main street Chinatown – while merrily singing a traditional Chinese song, anachronistic and out-of-place and so at home on that very street.
Let’s balance out the fashionista’s opulence with that of the Asian community, the Jewish community, the Zairese and Lebanese one, the Moroccan, the Russian and Albanese, with that of the world of human trafficking, that of The Matrouchkas. Deadpan realism which very dark tones I like to soften with that hummed Chinese song. A tribute to this kaleidoscopic metropolis that is my home town.

The wandering songstress (from the end of the earth to the farthest sea ... with English substitles)

All Saints

2008-11-01T13:39:00.007+01:00

On n'oublie rien (J. Brel)

Wonderful as sung by Juliette Gréco, but this English version of Jacques Brel's inoubliable chanson is quite amusing.

Brel's "On n'oublie rien" in English. From "Back to Back to Brel". Anthony Sarankin, Rachelle Demby, Jacqueline Keenan and Gordon Ross at the piano. Live performance.

On n'oublie rien de rien
On n'oublie rien du tout
On n'oublie rien de rien
On s'habitue c'est tout

Ni ces départs, ni ces navires
Ni ces voyages qui nous chavirent
De paysages en paysages
Et de visages en visages
Ni tous ces ports, ni tous ces bars
Ni tous ces attrape-cafard
Où l'on attend le matin gris
Au cinéma de son whisky
Ni tout cela, ni rien au monde
Ne sait pas nous faire oublier
Ne peut pas nous faire oublier
Qu'aussi vrai que la terre est ronde.

On n'oublie rien de rien
On n'oublie rien du tout
On n'oublie rien de rien
On s'habitue c'est tout

Ni ces jamais ni ces toujours
Ni ces je t'aime ni ces amours
Que l'on poursuit à travers coeurs
De gris en gris de pleurs en pleurs
Ni ces bras blancs d'une seule nuit
Collier de femme pour notre ennui
Que l'on dénoue au petit jour
Par des promesses de retour
Ni tout cela ni rien au monde
Ne sait pas nous faire oublier
Ne peut pas nous faire oublier
Qu'aussi vrai que la terre est ronde

On n'oublie rien de rien
On n'oublie rien du tout
On n'oublie rien de rien
On s'habitue c'est tout

Ni même ce temps où j'aurais fait
Mille chansons de mes regrets
Ni même ce temps où mes souvenirs
Prendront mes rides pour un sourire
Ni ce grand lit où mes remords
Ont rendez-vous avec la mort
Ni ce grand lit que je souhaite
A certains jours comme une fête
Ni tout cela ni rien au monde
Ne sait pas nous faire oublier
Ne peut pas nous faire oublier
Qu'aussi vrai que la terre est ronde

On n'oublie rien de rien
On n'oublie rien du tout
On n'oublie rien de rien
On s'habitue c'est tout

That's all

Juliette Gréco, Non monsieur je n'ai pas vingt ans

Friday on my mind

2008-11-01T03:22:00.012+01:00

Ha, well. The door is shut, the locker tied up. I am fatigued and dead, the latter quite befitting this Hallowed Evening. My sister-in-law undoubtedly will have illuminated her garden with a big grinning pumpkin, the contents of which she made into a superb soup last Saturday. For those interested, here’s the recipe:

Apple Pumpkin Soup

1 large onion, chopped
1/2 pound of bacon, chopped
one 15-ounce can of pumpkin (or equivalent)
1 cup water
2 cups apple cider
1/4 cup brown sugar
4 cubes chicken bouillon
1 apple, chopped and unpeeled
dash of liquid smoke
salt, to taste
2 teaspoons white pepper
1/3 cup crystallized ginger, chopped

Sauté onion and bacon lightly in large pot. Add pumpkin, water, apple cider, brown sugar, chicken bouillon, apple, liquid smoke salt, white pepper, and crystallized ginger to the pot. Cover and simmer for 1 hour. Stir frequently. Blend to thicken in blender-size batches. Serve with sour cream: one teaspoon on each serving.

I particularly like ‘a dash of liquid smoke’. This is where language becomes poetry. It conjures up images of Macbeth-fashion cauldrons and real mean, ugly witches – not that new age Wicca naf crap. It speaks of mists and fogs and slow burning wood chips. Of course it is not quite PC since the European Food Safety Agency has established it is slightly carcinogenic, but so are cigarettes, the latter far more I daresay. The effect of a dash of liquid smoke is quite negligible compared to my daily intake of tar and nicotine, which rather peaks at this time of the year. Stress, you see. Hard work. When under duress, etcetera. My guardians and well-wishers will not approve, but I don’t care, she said defiantly, lighting another one.

Hallowe’en. We should be paying tribute to the evil spirits in the wake of All Saints Day, to placate them. According to the Celts the boundary between the living and the deceased dissolved on this day, and the dead became dangerous for the living by causing problems. Ah, see, that is why my being fatigued and dead tonight becomes more dangerous for the living. I am going to cause some problems, indubitably. Watch me.
Those who know will have noticed a certain tendency toward moody irritability this morning and witnessed some small outbreaks of irrational and compulsive behaviour on my part, snapping at people (under the guise of mumbling to myself and snatching scraps of paper out of someone’s baffled hands) for almost no reason. I said, almost no reason. A woman has to defend herself, justifying her taking everything personal and all that. Let no man tell a woman that it might be hormone terrorism lest he spend the rest of his life like the Headless Horseman in Sleepy Hollow.

Now the curious thing is that twenty years ago no-one in his right mind in the old world, being our good old Europe and in particular the continental part of it, would have thought of celebrating Halloween. Two decades later, this quintessential American custom has been embraced with unabashed enthusiasm, which belies the prevailing anti-Americanism that marks the overall European response to the reign of the Bush II empire. Even the smallest village in the remote Flemish hinterland runs riot with it, as testified by my sister-in-law’s grinning pumpkin. I predict that Obama, should he be elected and I sincerely hope he will, assisted by the banking crisis boomerang, will turn good old Europe into Thanksgiving adepts as well in four years’ time. Mark my words.

The American Dream in the sixties, the American Nightmare fifty years later. L’histoire se répète, toujours. As Gibbon so expertly demonstrated, Roman customs and culture had never been so fervently embraced in every remote nook and cranny of its crumbling, weakened empire than when its hegemony was dropping dead from exhaustion. Its cultural imprint survived the onslaught, lived on, transmuted, giving rise to an astounding new amalgam. As it always does. There is nothing dark about it.
I am not being pessimistic. Growth and development hinge on death and rebirth. Waiting for the Barbarians has lead to the birth of Europe, which in its turn lead to the birth of the US.

No-one has expressed that concept more beautifully than Claudius Claudianus, 4-5th century AD, in his 'On a Crystal Enclosing a Drop of Water' (De crystallo cui aqua inerat, verse XXXVI (LIX):
See this vein which runs in a bright streak through the translucent ice. This hidden water fears not any blast of Boreas nor winter’s chill but runs this way and that. It is not frozen by December’s cold, nor dried up by July’s sun, nor wasted away by all-consuming time.

Compare that to D.H. Laurence, Winter in the Boulevard, 1916:
The trees down the boulevard stand naked in thought,
Their abundant summery wordage silenced, caught
In the grim undertow; naked the trees confront
Implacable winter's long, cross-questioning brunt.

Brutal, but wonderful. Both inextricably linked to the same idea. The ciclo del enfermo.

While we are waiting for the Barbarians, we better enjoy ourselves entretemps. I have been listening to Brave marin revient de guerre as sung by Kiki de Montparnasse, whose creed was “all I need is an onion, a bit of bread, and a bottle of red wine; and I will always find somebody to offer me that."
A woman with balls.
Speaking of which, that is exactly what I professed to be in the company of one of my colleagues, who paradoxically admires women who make clear from the onset that they are not hunting for the steady relationship, and what I was thinking of when smoking my last office cigarette of the day in the company of the female cleaners. All of them women with balls, in a different, tougher, far more admirable sense. I was listening in to poignant yet amusing stories related, with tender humour, by one of them about her demented 80 year old mother and her imaginary lover, when in walked the new male cleaner of Croatian descent, wearing sky-blue latex gloves, for his Friday cigarette.
“My, do you smoke?”, exclaimed the one who related the story of the demented mother, “I have never seen you do that.” “Nowadays only on Fridays”, he replied. “I used to smoke two packs a day”. Admirable, I think by myself. That man has stamina.
Good-looking, winning smile, a quick glance. Asks me most charmingly if he can borrow my lighter. But of course. I notice how the right arm muscle flexes, the brachioradialis to be precise. And my imagination starts running riot and tends to get physically very explicit. It doesn’t do that so easily on a lightning bolt meeting with strangers, certainly not so with male Croatian cleaners at least 15 years younger than my own interesting self, who guards her present-day modesty with admirable restraint. I will not go into details since this would lead me into all the clichés of the blue movies I usually sneer at. Suffice it to say that I would have asked him home if the others hadn’t been around. If I would have got there. It could have been mid-stairs for all it mattered, to give you an idea. Interesting phenomenon. My guardians and well-wishers will nod approvingly and exclaim there is hope at last. They will also harbour some smug smiles that they will use against me on every possible occasion. ‘Ah, you said that women are different?’ I can just hear them say it.

I better get on with the affair of the eighteenth century cow creamer. Much safer ground. Now cow creamers, indeed, are a very peculiar thing. I happen to have one myself and always thought I was one of the very few in the world to have such a quirky object in their possession, having inherited it from my grandmother. Mine, of glazed painted porcelain, is definitely not eighteenth century, more early 1920s mass production. It is utter kitsch and objectively speaking quite ugly. I took an absurd fancy to it as a child. Don’t ask me why.
I had actually forgotten about the whole cow creamer were it not for the delivery of my library arm-chair, which in turn, as it goes, led me to P.G. Wodehouse’s well-known novel that centres around the affair of the eighteenth century cow creamer. My curiosity was awakened. A search on the net revealed that cow creamers are a major industry. Ever since the populace took to drinking coffee, which they did from the early 18th century onwards, cow cream jugs have been massively popular, the first ones made by the Dutch. I read that “The hollow cows could be filled through an opening in the back, with the mouth serving as a spout and the tail as a handle”. That is exactly what delighted me as a child. “The popularity of these jugs was not diminished by the fact that they were very unhygienic and were potentially the cause of salmonella poisoning”. Ah, again not very PC. Not surprising I like it.

Should one sneer at a cow creamer?

It’s All Saints by now. The evil spirits have been placated. I am no longer fatigued, no longer dead, on the contrary, I am very much among the living, my virtue assaulted but it held its own very well, norms and values thrown to the wind like caution, yet nothing happened. That is irony. Or pragmatism, whatever you like.

Brideshead - not really revisited

2008-10-08T02:39:00.004+02:00

Some readers of my first blog! post (I must interrupt here - it was actually only one person, the very same one who walked with me on the candlelit slopes of my first blog! He had not realised my rapture of the sentimental kind, ‘but then’, he said, ‘it was too dark to look in your eyes’), that reader thus commented – in private, I give you that – that he was also reminded of 'The Guardian' - you know, pieces written for the in-crowd that make you feel as if you are the most ignorant person on earth with all these references to deep novels and obscure films that one has not read or seen and of which they know every line by heart. It made him cancel his subscription to ‘The Guardian’ in the end and go for ‘The Financial Times’ instead which made him feel infinitely better. That his simple brain, as he put it, could cope with. There he was among his peers. Still, he liked the evocative tone of my introductory blog; the sound of the words, the flow, the feel of it, he remarked – it is just beautiful even if you don't understand it and don’t know where it is heading to. This is a compliment, mind you, coming from an economist. Too bad now for him that I am starting my second post on this blog with a very quotation from ‘The Guardian’, but I know he will forgive me magnanimously. ‘Such is the power of a great novel to make us feel that we own it almost as private property, as it were, and must resent any intrusion on our intimacy with it’, writes Christopher Hitchens in the book section of Saturday 27 September on account of the release of ‘Brideshead Revisited’ the film.

(http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2008/sep/27/evelynwaugh.fiction))

Such is the power indeed. I went to see Brideshead Revisited-the film last night (henceforth referred to as BR-the film as opposed to BR-the novel and BR-the-magnificent-series) in the company of 4 females – not of the female persuasion, although it must be said in this respect that the cinema theatre, quite ahead of London having opened BR-the film already two weeks ago – this for a small provincial town that nevertheless can boast on some euregional unpretentious international flavour and plumage, and I am interrupting again (I am very much aware that I am building monstrous Germanic constructions), although, as said, it must be said that the cinema theatre thus was packed, crammed to the nook with women of all ages (and a handful of men that I guess must be considered as being of the female persuasion, i.e. strong supporters of women’s rights), who must have unanimously proclaimed Monday evening the Holy Female Film Group Evening. I swear to God that I was utterly unconscious of this univocal declaration of independence, the women’s Fourth of July so to speak. Yet there I was among them, with my own retinue. I gather a similar instinctive force must have been at work by analogy of the biological phenomenon, as observed with chimpanzees and in cloisters and prisoner camps, that females living in groups tend to synchronise their menstrual cycle. The country I live in being the country it is and film tickets being available at reduced prices on Monday evening may also have had a strong instinctive, formative influence on this extraordinary occurrence.

Back to Brideshead and the power of a great novel made into a classic by Granada Television in the 1980s. I cannot but agree with Hitchens that BR-the film is a travesty. Oh, how one longs for Jeremy Irons and Anthony Andrews. There is so much not in the film, so much over the top, so much of that delightful subtlety and ambiguity lacking. But one should not mind, remarks Hitchens, as it brings the spectator back to the real Brideshead. In that sense, and that sense only, Brideshead is Revisited indeed. I wrote Mr B earlier today that my head was swimming with BR. With the concept of guilt, of sin, of English Catholicism, of Roman-Catholicism – the continental version. But are Sebastian and Julia Flyte really victims of their Faith, I wondered.

As a lapsed Catholic, which reminds me of someone retorting ‘isn’t that an oxymoron?’, I am still very susceptible to Gregorian chant, to the ethereal mysticism of Hildegard von Bingen’s songs, to the splendour of incense. As a lapsed Catholic of the continental stock I am, in short, a sensualist in religious affairs. Hitchens may say that the whore/Madonna concept could have been invented for Julia Flyte, I would add it could have been invented for me too, and with me for many others. Isn’t it Frank Zappa who has said ‘there’s nothing like a Catholic girl’. Incidentally, it is Woody Allen who has stated that ‘There is nothing sexier than a lapsed Catholic.’

My Catholicism had the innocence of Youth, and I am using Evelyn Waugh’s capital. It was almost an Emile experience – Jean-Jacques Rousseau-like. None of that parental pressure that would leave such a harsh imprint like in Sebastian and Julia Flyte’s case. My parents did not go to church but for the occasional weddings, baptism and funerals. They were catholic in the way so many Belgians are – non-practising, pragmatic, their Catholicism nothing more than a superficial social coating given at baptism. L’Union fait la force. In comparison I was a convinced Catholic as a child. I was enchanted. Enchanted with the whole pomp and circumstance. And even though I have spent one year at a catholic boarding school, I never experienced any of the gruesome repressive cruelties that some other lapsed Catholics recount. I must have been lucky. Or I never took it too seriously. Lapsing in my case was a natural, painless process, one of mind taking gradually precedence over matter, and commenced at the age of thirteen or thereabouts.

But some things cling tenaciously, as Hitchens writes. One of them is the attractiveness of sin, guilt and Redemption. It goes much deeper than one would think. Roman-Catholics, even lapsed ones, are immensely attracted to sin, guilt and sacrifice, and it has a reason. Has it occurred to you how they seem to have a predilection for getting themselves entangled in difficult dilemmas and situations from which they have to refrain or abstain? Remember Graham Greene’s ‘The End of the Affair’.

The key-word is sacrifice. Sins are there to be committed, to indulge in. We are speaking here of the grave or mortal sin. "Mortal sin requires full knowledge and complete consent. It presupposes knowledge of the sinful character of the act, of its opposition to God's laws. It also implies a consent sufficiently deliberate to be a personal choice. Feigned ignorance and hardness of heart do not diminish, but rather increase, the voluntary character of a sin." (C.C.C. # 1859). Conscious complicity is an absolute requirement. Sebastian and Julia Flyte meet that requirement perfectly. Sarah Miles in ‘The End of the Affair’ does as well. They need to commit their sins in order for them to sacrifice, deny themselves and be redeemed. Here we are at the crux of the affair: Divine Grace, and self-importance. Roman-Catholicism is a religion of grand deeds and dramatic gestures that are intrinsically egotistic in nature. It is the great Shakespearean masterpiece among existing religions, definitely in the Judeo-Christian atmosphere. It is the Greek tragedy reinvented. It centers on Racine’s emotional crisis. It is the religion of Titans, of heroes. No way is man regarded as a worm in Roman-Catholic eyes. On the contrary, man acquires mythical proportions, a God-like posture, in overcoming all these astounding perversions and unspeakable sins ("naughtiness high on the catalogue of grave sins" - BR) through suffering and sacrifice. Guilt, though not necessarily a prerequisite, definitely not for lapsed Catholics, helps so very well to build character, necessary for the Great Action, that the hero or heroine, i.e. oneself, simply feels he or she has deserved redemption, as a medal of honour, after such Herculean feats of relinquishment.

But one has to commit sin first. As Julian of Norwhich said: 'Sin is behovely, but all shall be well and all shall be well and all manner of things shall be well.'
One does not have to be a practicing Catholic to know the feeling. A lapsed one will do equally well.

The first blog!

2008-10-05T21:45:00.017+02:00

I finally did it. With thanks to Mr B.

Introductions are important. One goes by first impressions. So, you will understand that I am a little apprehensive, a little nervous too.

For how am I to fix myself in a formulated phrase?, to quote T.S. Eliot. And when I am formulated/ sprawling on a pin/ When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall/ Then how should I begin/ To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?/ And how should I presume?

A mighty task lies ahead of me. And would it have been worth it, after all/ Would it have been worth while/ After the sunsets and dooryards and the sprinkled streets/ After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor—/And this, and so much more?—/ It is impossible to say just what I mean!/ But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen:/ Would it have been worth while/ If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,/ And turning toward the window, should say:/ ‘That is not it at all,/ That is not what I meant at all’.

Well, let’s take the risk and take it from there.

Mr B. finds Pamela writing indeed. Let me assure you that Samuel Richardson’s Pamela is not quite what she seems. An astute reader commented that Pamela is not so innocent, so virtuous or traditional, but rather clever, manipulative, devious and she is rewarded for it. She gets what she wants. A sentimental novel, it is being labeled. On the surface, yes. This contrasts nicely with how I use to present myself. Anything but sentimental.

But those who walked with me in Liège last night on the candle-lit slopes of the Citadelle, had they looked a tad deeper in my eyes, would have seen rapture of the sentimental kind. The long trail of hundreds and hundreds of people walking up, walking down through the forest in a procession of quivering pinpricks of light, reminded me of that scene in Walt Disney’s Fantasia, when Night on Bald Mountain abruptly ends with the sound of the Angelus bell to reveal a line of faithful townsfolk with lighted torches. The camera slowly follows them as they walk through the forest and ruins of a cathedral to the sounds of Schubert’s Ave Maria. I read on IMDb that ‘the animation of the worshipers is some of the smallest animation ever done: the camera had to be so close to some of the work that it had to be rendered at only an inch or so high’. That is exactly what it looked like from afar, the smallest animation ever done.
But once one was part of the townsfolk, which I would not describe as faithful or devout given the non-religious nature of the Nocturne, a sentiment would settle upon the crowd.

Definition of sentiment:
1. (a.) A thought prompted by passion or feeling; a state of mind in view of some subject; feeling toward or respecting some person or thing; disposition prompting to action or expression.
2. (a.) Hence, generally, a decision of the mind formed by deliberation or reasoning; thought; opinion; notion; judgment; as, to express one's sentiments on a subject.

Not exactly worship, not veneration. Serenity, that is what the crowd exuded, voices muffled to a gentle, expectant hum. This wonderfully interspersed with distant sounds of a hunting horn concerto. Chicken skin music, I tell you.

Then with the crowd, downwards it went, down endless steps, entering the hors chateau with its narrow, steep, winding alleys flanked by old town walls, and everywhere, everywhere, the incandescent merriment of a city that did not look at all like Jacques Brel’s Il neige sur Liège. This was a different city, bohémien, outre-temps and at the same time very much in it. A broad smile went to Barricade, centre culturel en résistance in the quartier de Pierreuse, which put its endearing placards in true rebellion fashion on, up, above and across the street. It almost felt like Paris.
Yes, this is my country.
(http://www.lanocturnedescoteaux.be/en/la_nocturne_coteaux_liege.php)

If this blog is going to be a sentimental journey, I am using sentimental in its older 18th century meaning. The human ability to endow objective phenomena with personal meaning, and certainly not entirely devoid of cynicism or irony at times. Its sentimentalism a celebration of the emotional and intellectual concepts of sentiment, as defined above.

I am a great admirer of Sterne. As to how my blog will go and how I am to be formulated, allow me to quote some literary critics here (I won’t do it too often, have no fear). "Sterne invokes his literary parentage, calls the reader's attention to his repetition of other voices, so that the difference of his own voice will be marked […]." Sterne's tradition opposes that of Richardson and Fielding, who, for all their differences, believed in the possibility of realistic fiction to "secure inductively certain interpretation." Sterne "construct[s] a narrative in which the techniques of Richardson and Fielding, carried to comic extremes, subvert naturalized interpretation by offering multiple inductive possibilities, proliferating connotations, and thus dramatizing the reader's role ... in manufacturing a form of coherence" in "a world supersaturated with meaning”.
(http://andromeda.rutgers.edu/~jlynch/Biblio/shandy.html
- Donald R. Wehrs)

So, I will be dramatizing your role, not wanting this to be a solipsist conversation.